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…showed last 75 words of 519 total…he was just trapped with no way out. That being the reason why he had tried to kill himself. Conrad also shows signs of hope for the future in this quote. Him stating that recovery is the next step in the healing process contradicts his views before his suicidal attempt. Through this dramatic time in his life, he stands strong to his word and reveals his hopes and dreams for his future through his words.